Pink's Ramblings

 in other words, the world heard my plea! also i'm actually going to use headings today moreso than last time. learning the formatting of like 10 different websites is hard. My body instinctively wants to curl up and cry, but logically, the stint of doing that makes no sense. I didn't 'lose' anything. Everyone was playing pretend, and some more than others. No one there was really my friend. It was all a facsimile, a pretense of a real person. Yesterday, I half-finished the blog because it was 3am where I started getting grilled in private, only gleaned from the fact it was only one representative who exemplified the server by pretending to be on my side. Yeah I see those flags. That was complete deception. Go read my story by the way. by the way they were location based, not identity based. let's see how you idiots misconstrue that one, huh, goddamn lunatics Maybe I could grieve for the loss of their souls. After all, they're kinda shambling zombies. But that...

 I'm currently caught within two communities at the moment. One could say it's a facade, but then I've always had to do that. There's never a time these days where I'm not, for all it's worth. I have to routinely piss off several people and simultaneously please others every day of my life. It gets exhausting when I have to make such baby steps. So I remembered I even have a blogspot because ' oh yeah, i did sign up for that didn't i'  because as I've mentioned, I can't stand the ephemeral nature of websites such as reddit, twitter and tumblr. I cannot for the life of me engage in endless scrolling. Bluesky does it too, and being the ex-twitter people, (haha, one might consider it a funny joke. you'll never get me to call it by a single letter, though) I suppose I should expect that, but then I could hope the butterfly had half a sense. Maybe not, they're ditzy in real life too. Currently, my goal is to finish writing fanfiction on Ar...