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Toxic Positivity and Animals (Part 2, Webkinz edition)

 in other words, the world heard my plea! also i'm actually going to use headings today moreso than last time. learning the formatting of like 10 different websites is hard. My body instinctively wants to curl up and cry, but logically, the stint of doing that makes no sense. I didn't 'lose' anything. Everyone was playing pretend, and some more than others. No one there was really my friend. It was all a facsimile, a pretense of a real person. Yesterday, I half-finished the blog because it was 3am where I started getting grilled in private, only gleaned from the fact it was only one representative who exemplified the server by pretending to be on my side. Yeah I see those flags. That was complete deception. Go read my story by the way. by the way they were location based, not identity based. let's see how you idiots misconstrue that one, huh, goddamn lunatics Maybe I could grieve for the loss of their souls. After all, they're kinda shambling zombies. But that...
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Toxic Positivity and Animals (Part 1, Pokemon edition)

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 I'm currently caught within two communities at the moment. One could say it's a facade, but then I've always had to do that. There's never a time these days where I'm not, for all it's worth. I have to routinely piss off several people and simultaneously please others every day of my life. It gets exhausting when I have to make such baby steps. So I remembered I even have a blogspot because ' oh yeah, i did sign up for that didn't i'  because as I've mentioned, I can't stand the ephemeral nature of websites such as reddit, twitter and tumblr. I cannot for the life of me engage in endless scrolling. Bluesky does it too, and being the ex-twitter people, (haha, one might consider it a funny joke. you'll never get me to call it by a single letter, though) I suppose I should expect that, but then I could hope the butterfly had half a sense. Maybe not, they're ditzy in real life too. Currently, my goal is to finish writing fanfiction on Ar...
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When Google's your overlord this isn't easy to go on but

 but hot crap do I hate it. is this my first time blogging? see I'm always long and obnoxious. I prefer having my own goddamn place to just splurge out my long rambly thoughts. I've never been short. Yeah, ok, I used twitter a lot. But what I often did on twitter was make long dumb ramble threads that never went anywhere. And not even as like 'twitter' threads, just long stretches of tweets on a single point. Some might've been screaming at me to use tumblr but i always had an issue with that place. Ok, you sure COULD tailor it to what you wanted, but I'd run into the same issue as twitter, posts would vanish, and you'd be inclinced and encouraged to forget everything. Twitter wasn't even something I joined because I wanted to, I was using it to get around a youtube user who blocked me for saying something dumb. To cut a long story short, 2011-2012 I was high on watching cobi456. Anyone who was a teenager around that time knew. I liked sonic, and I liked...
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